Nolite umquam oblivisci

what is love? what is heartbreak? what is the joy and pain of being with someone like? im going to find out :)

LIFE LIFE LIFE LIFE LIFE!

wow, i havent been on for awhile.

it’s because of a few things, i think. for one, my computer got this nasty virus that i’ve been too lazy to fix, what with it being the end of the semester and all. i also havent been doing well in school… ok thats a bad lie, rather, its not that i’m not doing well, but i’ve been so stressed out about little things that i shouldnt get stressed out about at all. i keep getting A+ on everything, but still… i stress, and its been affecting my sleep habits and mood.

hopefully ill be able to get past all of that this weekend; i plan on getting a TON of work done, as well as begin to reset my sleep schedule. i do have my work cut out for me, though; i’m ill with this nasty head-cold that’s been going around, and it hasnt really helped much in terms of motivation for getting stuff done.

i think this is the longest post ive ever written about just normal, everyday stuff about myself. it surprises me somewhat. ive become much more of an open person over the past few months - it strikes me almost…poigiantly..

i don’t know what i’m changing into. i can’t shake the feeling, though, that what i’m becoming is something MORE…something GREATER, but whether terrible or wonderful, i do not yet know.

maybe a little bit of each.

status update

havent posted for awhile, i got really caught up with spring break! alot of stuff going on in my life right now; i find it increasingly difficult by the day to have personal reflection time. ill have to see to that sooner or later, however, for i do have words bursting at the tip of my tongue.

relationships

1) my luge-man, ian

2) my best friend: charlotte

3) my unexpected: emily and kristina

4) my good friends, lee and kiersten

5) my dear brother, steven

gotta get around to them all!